!1th ave.

Camera Obsucra fills the silence.

I don't really have any profound thoughts.

Its hard to think anything with the knowledge that I will inevitably have to chronicle one of those thoughts somewhere.

Paul has a cough. He is snotty. I don't want to have a cough or be snotty.

Earlier today I was texting Emery between states of consciousness. I dreamed about texting her and typed her real messages from my dream.

My Early U.S. Novel professor recommended an anime series called Paranoia Agent of which I have watched 4 episodes. The irony of this whole ordeal hits at 2:11 A.M., but I'm still looking forward to episode 5.

I start each day with a routine of being grumpy.

Guy de Maupassant allegedly, which is to say he's douchey enough to have made this up, ate lunch everyday in the cafe in the Eiffel Tower. When asked why he replied that it was the only place in Paris you didn't have to look at the Eiffel Tower.

Teal scored 3 points higher than me on an essay we got back Tuesday; the essay doesn't even matter but I am still fixated on the 3 points.

I listened to a homeless person lecture on Jews. Apparently Jews are really aliens from outer space. The entire history of Jewish oppression has simply just been the natural world's response to foreign bodies; like white blood cells to a virus. Currently there are only a few pure Jews left in the world, but even they don't know of their ancestry. To find the facts one has to closely understand and study both Jewish culture and religion; even a very simple knowledge will help one figure out their true story. The Jews are, he says, essentially stranded on earth and G-d is the name of their mother ship. G-d has deployed The Messiah to come get them and bring them home to their peaceful society. He speculates, however, that if The Messiah ever does come it won't be able to take them back because their genealogy has become too human and therefore too dangerous.

College is a constant state of catching up.

I listen to Camera Obscura because all of their songs are about running away and taking long car rides towards oblivion. None of their lyrics really suggest this sentiment though.

Now silence fills the silence.

Paranoia Agent Episode 5 fills the silence.